Okay here is the story if you are still reading. My life didn't start like others I was walking, talking, and potty trained by 2, riding 2 wheeled bikes, playing acoustic guitar, and picking locks at 3. I had to learn quick despite what that women who gave birth to me says I rarely had a regular meal I was a twig and her ass was fat. I had to learn how to survive and she enjoyed it, while I was young she didn't hit me or fuck with me physically she doped my ass the entire time trying to slow me down. Everything about me scared her i guess, I mean if your kid was possessed and could see the dead you would be disgusted too right? SO she drugged me and to kill my sight expose me to a type of sulfa (sulfur based product) that destroyed my eyes to the point where I had to have glasses till I was 11. I was oblivious to what she was doing which I regret to this day because she that women even programmed me to think my father was the devil when it was her that was the devil. Sorry folks this is a grim story so the description coming up ain't for the faint of heart.
It's hard to determine what was a drug induced hallucinations and actual possessions but I would have to say my dreaming of ufos and shit like that would be my sweet little drug dreams but when I was possessed I saw monsters chasing me and them tearing me limb from limb, they would come in forms that I wouldn't see again till I was in my teens and they wanted to torment me, atleast that is all I can ever remember they scared me so bad I pissed myself when it was time to sleep I was scolded by that women when I slept too long during my "naps" saying I wouldn't be able to sleep at night. There was one even out of the bible, the demon Legion even paid me a visit one night it's little army ripped me out of my chairs ripped a hole and tried dragging me into the fiery gates. If there is a god or gods as I have been told we are shaped after mine didn't give a shit about me but it looked like what ever I was and am I was candy to 'em. As I walk down the annals of my memory I have realized I have been involved in a game that had only 2 outcomes: 1 Death 2 Evolution. Since I am here typing you should be able to guess which happened. That's it for now more soon
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